HALU

Halu is when I met Jeremy Renner in a warteg near my house in Indonesia, while he's enjoying a cup of black coffee.

Halu is when Kim Sung-kyu sitting next to me in a movie theater, watching zombie movie, offering me caramel popcorn

Halu is when I give my "Paulo Coelho's The Alchemist" copy to Kim Namjoon when we accidentally met on a hiking at acha san

Halu was supposed to be something that is incredibly impossible to happen and we don't share it with others as if it really happen. Maksud saya, bagaimana mungkin kamu menceritakan sesuatu yang hanya terjadi dalam kepalamu kepada orang lain seolah-olah itu benar-benar terjadi?

My marriage life could be in danger because some people are so halu. But I won't try to fix anything and making it their fault when something actually happened.

I mean, my head is in the clouds, I know, that's me. Ever since I was a teenager. Like, if there was wattpad back then, I'd be the one, of all my friends and family, who would be so active on it. Writing fanfics about James McAvoy or Nick Stahl. I was the one who wanted to be a writer, a fiction novel writer. I love daydreaming and writing them. But I know, those were just fiction and I wouldn't tell everyone that it actually happen to me. But, why? Why are those people around me who are declared to be so conscious and logical, went over halu? Why? What the hell is wrong with you guys?  

I can't believe that I just yelled at my mom, "There's no such thing as love in a long lasting marriage! People are stay because they get used to be with each other. Ask them! Ask anyone! Ask them if they actually still love their spouse like they use to be! What is love anyway? True love is a made up story for young people, just like santa for kids."

If Jack was survived the sinking Titanic, do you believe that he would have a happy marriage life with Rose? This is real life, not a movie. This is why Shakespeare killed Romeo and Juliet the minute they fell in love.