Dear BTS...

Imagine, how many "dear BTS" that these boys get everyday. No, every hour, because their fans are all over the world, which means, different active time. So, writing another "dear BTS.." might just be like throwing salt to the sea.. lol.. Anyway, the good thing of being a fan of people who are adored by many is that, so many times, something inside your mind is already said by others.. Know what I mean? 

For example, I'm also a huge McFly and Busted fan. When McFly suddenly made a come back with pop-rock-techno songs in "Above the Noise" album which was like.. totally new genre for them. Belum ada di album-album sebelumnya lagu ber-genre itu, except for "i need a woman" and "this song". I didn't like it, and I wanted them to stay on the easy-britpop-rock genre like usual, because that's what made me love them at the first place. I wanted to said it on their twitter or Instagram account. But the introverted me told me to back it up. Keep it for yourself. It's totally up to them. They're growing up, maybe they want to try something new. And that's how those words never came out from my head. Until now, 11 years after the album was out.. LOL. And I never heard anyone said the same things, so I guess that the other Galaxy Defenders were alright with that genre. 

But it's different with BTS. I'm a new fan here, and I guess some new fans have mentioned it on weverse, and Suga made a welcome statement to new ARMYs at BTS Festa 2021. When I want to say something about being a useless broke fans, someone also said it already, and Jimin made an awesome statement that made us all melt even more by these boys. And the last thing is, when Permission to Dance was out. I love it! It's a very nice and catchy song that I can sing along with you guys.. And you also put some dance move with sign language which is also super endearing. I also don't mind when the rap line didn't rap, because their singing voice are unique and awesome. And another number 1 on Billboard chart?! Guys, being your fan is one of the best thing ever happen to me. But guys, I don't know, sometimes I'm afraid that I will lose the feeling that made me love you before. I totally aware and agree that it means nothing to lose one useless fan like me. But I feel the need to say it, because it was "Telepathy", "Do You?", "Fire", "Mikrokosmos", "Life Goes On", "Euphoria", "People", "Magic Shop", "Ugh", "Spine breaker", "Look here", "2!3!", "zero o'clock" kind of songs that made me fell in love with you guys at the first place. The rebel yet cheer up words that finally came out from popular people, to make me feel that I'm not the only one who felt that way.  

And guess what, someone think the same. He is Jung Min Jae, who dare to wrote it on BTS twitter account. Thank you Jung Ssi.. The introverted me owe you one..  

Anyway, I still love you guys, you are now the pride of your nation and us ARMY. Your music is your choice, and I know that you did your very best for us.. ❤❤